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Hi I'm back again. And I'm in a little bit of a problem.

I'm finding it extremely difficult to control my food intake and as a result I feel like I'm piling on the pounds wtf

I don't know why it's gotten so much more difficult this time than before. Is it because I've gotten older? And I have lesser self-control and less determination than when I was younger?

Previously I had no problem saying no to fattening food, or just food in general. And I remember finding it very easy to just say no when I'd had enough, or just saying no to that particular food because I knew that it was unhealthy.

This time round though I keep giving in to temptation, keep having this 'eat now, diet later' attitude that is clearly plummeting me into this weight-gaining abyss!!! HOW!!!

I've got to make up my mind man omg... I'm not young anymore!!! I WANNA LOOK PRETTY LAH!!!

So from today onwards I'm gonna only eat ONE MEAL for the entire day!!! I don't care if I starve, I don't care if it's a celebration a weekend a party or a whatever, I NEED TO CONTROL!!!

I need to get back into my groove! NOW NOW NOW

Please wish me luck omg................